In search of inspiration

More, much more than ever do I feel the need to find inspiration. My life is stalled, the future looks bleak, the spring in my steps has been fading. I have to rebuild my confidence, recharge my body and refill my soul - but how can I do it?

Reading reading reading...

Reading uninterruptedly about 80 pages of academic text for about 5 hours last night, I came very close to feeling aversion to the printed word. Reason - I have been out of this for more than 2 years now, and at the time of leaving school this feeling of aversion was overwhelming and all-encompassing; I was running out of academia to a real life job, which at the end also turned out to arise in me deep aversion.

With this in mind, I think - will I be able to devote the rest of my life to the printed word?